mentalstrike2

Hey, it's been quite a while! I'm not sure anybody's still watching me...*checks*...WOW~! I still have 20-some watchers! xD Anyway, on with my first journal in God-knows-how-long!

I' haven't been doing a lot lately. Though some large events would be; I got a job, made new friends, and have been making a LOT of music. The reason I stopped existing on Deviantart is because I found SheezyArt, and I had no idea how to upload music to DA. And so, since I don't really draw at all anymore, I went to SA. HOWEVER! I've found a way to upload music to DA. SO I will probably be quite a bit more active here now.

PREPARE YOURSELF FOR MUSIC!!! (and stuff)


Also, I'm gonna be doing commissions. Not sure how yet though, so commissions aren't active until I figure it out.

Enjoy!~

Here I am again, trying not to fail at life. College exams are next week (2 days), I'm playing Jesus in a drama, gonna be one of three DJs at the Electronic Music Night in Grand Haven (my first gig xDDD I'm so excited!!!), and I'm just lazy as can be. I've been more active on Sheezyart because I haven't been doing as much drawing (at ALL), and have been working on music a ton lately.

ANYWAY!!! To the point of this Journal.

If anyone knows anything about spriting, or knows anybody who's really good that can give me pointers on making multiple-frame animated sprites, please let me know (and if you can get Ryanide to personally help me, I will die for you.) I'm thinking about starting my game project back up, but my first and foremost issue is spriting. I can do music, backgrounds (barely), Doondeka can code it, I'm writing the story, Doon's got a crazy brain for making up characters, I've got everything I need, besides the sprite animations.

I need someone to show me the ropes. I can pick up anything, (besides coding and math) but I need help with this.

~Ledgendt

Well, the only reason I'm entering this journal is because my brain is on overload from doing two speeches at once, being constantly down, and searchin' fer God. I need a break.

Alright, I've been doing school work mostly, and not much else besides shuffling for about 15 minutes a day, Monster Hunter Tri for an hour, and bonding with my brother by watching about 3 episodes of Avatar: The Last Airbender with my brother before bed each night (I now have all the episodes on my computer, and we're over half way through the first of 3 books.)

The prominent issue I've been having with feeling sad, is probably loneliness. I feel better whenever I'm around someone I love, or it at least makes it easier to cope with. Lately, I've been kinda annoyed with God for building me in such a way as to want....y'know, like, a wife or something. Right now it's an amazingly pressing issue on my mind....and I dunno what to do. I realize I'm only 18, and I KNOW I'm too immature for something like that, but it's been really weighing on my mind, and I have no way of getting rid of it, with the exception of trying to forget about it.

You probably didn't really find my going on about depression entertaining, so I'll apologize. I just feel like I need to get it off my mind.......or something. xD

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAnyway, Music has been good to me lately (I've reached a pinnacle on my musical journey, or something,) and I've made some wallpapers for 1680 by 1050 pxl computers, which is fun. If anyone wants to see them, I'll upload them, but I'm not gonna if there's no point.

xD

Well, I start college on monday.....and it's really helping a ton, seeing as I'm totally not stressed as it is(sarcasm.) I've recently been thinking about the class I took at the Tech Center, and my emotions are being really hard on me. (The fact that I just went through a breakup doesn't help any >_<)

So I've finally found someone to code the game I'm working on for me, albeit in flash, but it'll work. My game seems to be the only thing I can really focus on right now (with the exception of Dragon Agerigins), which is good, cause focus makes for good progress. I've come up with a base for the game (how it's gonna work and stuff,) I've found out I can draw good 2D backgrounds, and am working on 2 beginning scenarios (got the intro down.)

Music's been good to me lately. I finally made something that one of my friends -LOVED- and thought was awesome, which makes my days a little bit brighter (not much tho.) It's a more hard tune than I usually make, and kinda reminds me of a song in Katamari, cause it goes up and down on the same note. XP

I don't even know why I post journals on deviantart anymore, cause I just about never go on here, 'cept to check on the oct I entered......whatev. Ushi-cow, muk, and argoid are still on here. They're important enough! ^_^

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I've been messing around on the electric guitar and FL Studio (and by messing around, I mean getting better and making things worth listening too) a lot, have given my OC Eiren a redo (sorta, he looks better now,) and playing a TON of Pokemon Silver (also beat Assassins Creed.)

I am uploading more on Sheezyart now, even though I have more friends here on DA (lol) ^_^ so any music I do will be on SA, and most of my recent art will also be there. (I will still upload stuff here, stuffstuffstuff) We went camping like 2 months ago, that was fun, and me and Stephie were playing a flippin TON of Borderlands, until she got a job that is............

Anyway, if you're reading this, you should follow this sheezyart.com/art/view/2267405… and listen to my Pokemon Gold/Silver Medley Remix! I did all you hear in about an hour, cause I was determined to get something done before I went to a friends house.

Toodles!!